I can honestly state:
I absolutely adore very few people. Without these people, WHO WOULD LISTEN?
They hear me. They understand me. They know what I have gone through...
You see me as someone who complains....
Yes, I do. LMAO
But, right now I am happy. I am in love... yes, I am in love with my bestfriends.
They may not call me their bestfriends, BUT I am in love with them. Not romantically.
but it is more than nust love. I do not want to live without them, EVER.
I want to die before them, because if they died before me:
Think about those elderly couples, who have been in love for over 50years.
One dies, weeks later the other dies.
That will be me.
I just hope they one day know, how much I love them.
WOW I speak about death a lot.
I can not go a day without talking to Katrina or Michael by either sms or msn or in person.
[seriously a major struggle]
Imagine not being able to....
NOT GOING TO FUCKING EVER HAPPEN.
I can not do it.
Katrina, if I EVER did anything against you.... I am so sorry.
You are everything to me XD
Michael, even though you will never read this.
I am in love with you.
I never understand how ANYONE could ever lose you.... YOU ARE SO FUCKING AMAZING
and you just licked my face.
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YOU ARE ABSOLUTELY FUCKING EVERYTHING TO ME